Monday, October 29, 2007
I was just a little unwell (:

I'm back (:
I wasn't emo people, I was just down (:
Thanks everyone. I feel like I was nao kai-ing yesterday. haha. Anyway, I can't believe I actually did and thought such a thing. I called those LAME everytime. xD
I told her I will never forget her.
; and she said that's okay and she asked me to place her in my heart.
I told her how much I regretted.
; she said it's over, try to forget it, and don't worry anymore.
I told her, I really mean to say sorry.
; she said she understands, (even though she will never forgive me)
I TOLD HER,
'I hope we can contact again soon. I'll remember you. Tonight, I'll see all those stuff u gave me to lullaby myself. Goodnight.'
I think we will never contact again, anymore. That goodnight message was the last message I sent. The ending of this thing is like a drama, somehow from the beginning, the end, before and after, our relationship was also a drama-ish fairy tale. I was an evil character and a violence director.
It was my first time doing all these things. aihz.
But at least I am more tough now, more mature, more like a guy :D
I APOLOGIZE EVEN THOUGH IT'S AFTER A YEAR. I'm a man :D

'I must remember you, you must remember me'
(:
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I'm perfectly ok now, she's just another sweet thing in my heart. I won't feel guilty anymore if anyone talks about her infront of me (:
I hate emo people. I hate being emo. But it doesn't mean I wont get emo. I swear I will never get emo because of her again (:
I'M PERFECTLY OK.. AGAIN~!
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