So i woke up at 8am today. I followed Daddy all the way to his place. Today was kinda fun, I went to a place called TCIM. This place has many big fat thing called excavator.










Looks scary eh? nahh.. Although they are huge but they are actually friendly. xD
By the way I went there for some stickers work. Try to spot the Sumitomo word. Yeah, we went there for sticking it on.


And also I did some paiting work. crap. look at my fingers man. ==''



LOL I didn't know that my cat was there XD aww this picture tunrs sweet when that blardyy fur creature run-in :DD



Finally. RM36 is mine. phew. Roughly I still need to work about 20 days I guess. Oh well.



Picture of the day :DD
YEAH, KIANHUI IS WORKING lawl. I painted my left shoe =P


blardyyyy hell man. I am so sleepy now. I didn't take any rest from morning till now.

I officially start working .. tomorrow! :D My dad just offered me a very good working allowance.. RM4/per hour. o_o

OMG man. You actually know what I really do when it comes to working time. hah! YAY!

Maybe I wouldn't get to hang out so much starting tomorrow. But I want .. ): So if anything, anyone, needs me for hanging out, tell me earlier so I could find a holiday. heh.




Alright, this is just so random. lawl.


hmm. My handphone is getting retarted. My mission is to get a new handphone that's why I decided to work. Well, I said the same thing last year but it didn't accomplish. haha!




This song reminds me of Yen Nee again, but no, I am not going to be emo again (: How sweet is this song you know? And how sweet were me and her last time (:

Somehow, love is still a sweet thing for me (:


就这样触电, 一直甜蜜触电, 直到爆炸~!

:D

I'm back (:
I wasn't emo people, I was just down (:

Thanks everyone. I feel like I was nao kai-ing yesterday. haha. Anyway, I can't believe I actually did and thought such a thing. I called those LAME everytime. xD


I told her I will never forget her.
; and she said that's okay and she asked me to place her in my heart.

I told her how much I regretted.
; she said it's over, try to forget it, and don't worry anymore.

I told her, I really mean to say sorry.
; she said she understands, (even though she will never forgive me)

I TOLD HER,
'I hope we can contact again soon. I'll remember you. Tonight, I'll see all those stuff u gave me to lullaby myself. Goodnight.'

I think we will never contact again, anymore. That goodnight message was the last message I sent. The ending of this thing is like a drama, somehow from the beginning, the end, before and after, our relationship was also a drama-ish fairy tale. I was an evil character and a violence director.

It was my first time doing all these things. aihz.
But at least I am more tough now, more mature, more like a guy :D
I APOLOGIZE EVEN THOUGH IT'S AFTER A YEAR. I'm a man :D




'I must remember you, you must remember me'
(:

-

I'm perfectly ok now, she's just another sweet thing in my heart. I won't feel guilty anymore if anyone talks about her infront of me (:

I hate emo people. I hate being emo. But it doesn't mean I wont get emo. I swear I will never get emo because of her again (:



I'M PERFECTLY OK.. AGAIN~!

Yesterday night I stayed a little bit late for friendster. And I came over her page. sigh. Yeah, she's my ex girlf Yen Nee. We broke up at 10/10 last year, it's more than 1 year. I almost forget everything but this pic reminds me of EVERYTHING.



... Seriously, her photos in friendster are all retarted and lala-ness zz. This one looks like she's acting cute too but it brings me back to the time when I always emo infront of her and she shows me this kind of LOOK. Yeah, exactly this kind of face. So when she shows her face like this, I will just go ahead and kiss her. fuck, if I was an emo freak, I would just kiss my screen yesterday night. lol.

Besides that, it brought me back to a very hideous .. me. I had a nightmare yesterday night. NO. I'm fucking serious here. I stared that pic for just 1 minute, I had a nightmare and I couldn't sleep after that. You know what I dreamed about?

I dreamed that she's crying in front of me. Kept crying. I don't know why.

And than when I was awake, I thought of how I treated her last time after those days we had broken up. The way I treated her was like.. 'I don't want you anymore so fuck off and get your own life..'
zzz

Until this morning, I woke up at 8am and I started to find her number. I wanted to sms her. After a few moment finally I found her number somewhere. So i sms her. Here's the conversation, I type it out exactly in my phone :

me : Do you still remember me?
Yn : Who?
me : I'm Kian Hui. Still remember?
Yn : I having tuition.. Msg u later..

After a few hours.

Yn : Anything?
me : Do you mind I msg u actually?
Yn : What would you do if I say yes?
me : Den I will just shut up.
Yn : lidat u better dun msg me lo.. i duwan sudenly got ppl call me and scold me..
me : huh? who will scold u wor? o.o
Yn : duno.. someone lar..
me : oh. I guess I get wad u mean. Anyway, can we keep in touch?
Yn : Forget bout it la.. u forgot how u treat me last time?

And than I told her everything, like I couldn't sleep last time, and all.

Yn : No thanks.. V cannot be friend anymore sorry.
me : sad to hear that.. are u still hating me? ):

Until at night only she replied, I thought she would never reply me.

Yn : Actually I not so hate u d (maybe), but it's impossible to b friends back.
me : Im sorry i was really over last time. The main thing I want to say is this. I'm really sorry, I cried last night. Seriously. Sorry.

Til now she hasn't reply. sigh. I'll post up again tomorrow if she replies me later.



Some of you may think of, why the hell you still want to apologize? it's over for 1 damn fucking year.

I know. But I was really really over. I cant stand of myself. I'm a real chicken if she doesn't accept my apology.

Fuck up of my own fucking stupid attitude I used to have last time. I shouldn't treat a girl like that, AND that was my girlf. Fuck. Sorry if I use too many foul language here.

Feeling not so right now. Starts to think negatively.

Oh no.

I'm down ;

It was Friday.

Photos will talk ya. I am not very in mood for posting this but.. still i have to post.

So, The actual starting time for that party was 6.30pm. Me and Eugene reached there earlier. It was boring at first, coz no one came. Even ms. Shauyin (the host) was still outside busy buying stuff with Vinorra and Jacq.


Here's the host and the house xD





We waited in her house for quite a long time. They came back after 40 minutes I estimate. So we started to prepare and some camwhore.














4F likes to do things last minute

Others came kinda late. But at last we had about 30 people there. It was fun, really, even though Shauyin's party game was childish xD

We played Honey Honey I Love You O_O That is a very nice game if we have got funny and sporting people. Many late comers reached while we were playing that game, so we cut off the game and continue to eat. lol.































































I broke Shauyin's favourite chair LAWL. sorry shau xD










Went back home at 12am, slept at 3am. Was tired.

That was the last day I see 4F (: